What's the feeling of missing a friend that will never come back?
Do u ever have such a tots before?
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I dun wan to lose anymore of my loves one...
But i dun know why, im like always crashing everything that i have.
Maybe i should get away and sort out my thinking, to know wat am
i really doing to myself, my friends, my family.
I will do it during the holidays... when im free....
Arrgh.... I dun know wat im toking abt...
Forget it...
Its more than a month le...
Living without u, i cant say its easy....
But im trying my best to do so, making myself busy everyday to stop my mind from thinking.
Stop thinking abt us, stop thinking abt wat really happen.
3yrs, 5mths n 2wks.... we have been together for this long.
We could have get married and have a family.
Yet, i dun know why my heart juz cant give u another chance for us to be together.
Im selfish, i juz dun wan myself to get hurt any deeper.
Everything is gone, all plan n future.
Everything changed.
Put everything down n move on. Its easier said then done.
I wish i could have more power to overcome everything.